haha.. nth much to say bout today.. then i feel like preaching.. haha..

Lets c... About life..
from experience i know that no matter whether are we sad or happy, we hav to spend the day.. so why dun we spend it happily.. however.. sometimes, spendin it happily is not the right thing to do.. for example, when your fren is sad n u r happy, u may hurt that person indirectly.. so it may not b a bad thing after all.. hahaz.. it shows our insentivity.. moreover, it is easier said than done i think..
being happy sometimes may b a veri hard thing to do.. coz i cant help being disappointed in myself.. why did i do this n that n end up like that in the end.. haha.. its all the wat if questions that float in my head.. sometimes, i end up being angry with myself for stupid decisions that i made.. i know u muz b thinkin that wat done cant be undone however, it will juz bothers u wat..
What i believe in is time heals all wounds i think.. so take your time to resume normal cheerfulnes.. haha..

About love..
I strongly believe in love cannot be ordered and if i like someone within weeks, it means that it is infatuation.. haha.. It is always the case: the person u like dun like u while the person u dun like like u.. it is a fact of life.. haha.. so it is so hard to find someone who u like n like u back not bcoz u like him but bcoz he like u.. u get wat i mean?? it is so rare to find a person.. So pls dun fool yourself that u like that person coz he like u or coz he woo u hard.. it is stupid n silly n will break veri veri soon.. it wun last long at all.. moreover, being together at this age usually end up breaking.. how often do u c a couple last til they get married at our age?? haha.. stop bluffing yourself that it will last... at last not at this age i think.. i oso feel that there is no use begging the guy to go back to u if he leaves u.. this is becoz there is not more feelings there.. so wats the point?? this also means that he is not your Mr Right.. n oso that your Prince Charming is someone else.. so go n look instead of mulling at home.. haha..

Things are always easier said than done in the end.. haha..