Due to that guy, i went to bed at 12.30.. haha.. so as expected, i woke up late this morning.. i woke up at bout 6.30.. them i went to wash up and got dressed by 6.40.. However, when i came out of my room, my elder brother and dad went off alreadi.. so i gylped down my milo and rushed downstairs onli to notice that my dad car is not there anymore.. then i called my dad n he asked me to wait for him at the void deck.. On my dad car, he asked why i went down so early.. then i told him the story.. then my dad said didnt my mum or my grandfather told me that my dad drop my bro off to army first.. coz my bro have to reach ther earlier today.. so i was pissed coz i didnt even get to the prata on the table n rushed out of the house n wait at the void dtck when i could hav taken my breakfast.. i was outraged but i didnt show to my dad.. tears were rolling in my eues.. but it didnt came out.. Well, i expected it coz im always the one being neglected by my family.. coz im of no value.. my grandfather always dote on my 2 bros.. it was never fair.. haiz.. moreover, my bros can go for chalet n bbq... yet.. i havent been to any yet.. pathetic rite?? life is never fair.. haiz.. i didnt realli show my unhappiness in sch today coz i didnt want it to spoil my dau..

today was quite fun.. my class went to kfc for lunch but one of us was saying how cruel kfc is to chickens.. haha.. then i mention b4 that i wanna refrain from meat.. then i think the girl now thinks im a hypo.. so juz wanna clarify.. haha.. i m goin to do that when im older as in when im working when i hav control over my life.. my parents are sooo strict with me.. n they didnt allow it.. in addition, i m goin to refrain from meat not solely coz that it is cruel to animals onli.. it is a combiantion of other reasons. haha.. so im not going to like protest against fast food chains or watsoeva.. ya.. goin to do flag day tml.. hope it will be fruitful with gd weather conditions.. n lots of generous people..haha..