Was awaiting a sms that never came since yesterday but in vain.. which would hav meant so many things to me..Kept me in the dark thinking how it will end up.. Questioning whether m i rite or not.. Wondering if it will be another story in my cupboard.. seem to be as a no..
Moreover, had 3 tests today.. maths and econs and chinese oral..
Firstly, the chinese oral came first.. i was so damn nervous that i read a bit badly to start with.. then got a few errors.. then the question for conversation was a bit hard and i realli realli crap my way through.. the question was about the opening up of the society, something like that..haha.. i realli anyhow anyhow say one lo.. said a then once.. haha..
Then, had maths.. I m so disgusted and angry and disappointed and frustrated with myself.. to think that i practised so much for it and i blanked out for the test.. i CONFIRM fail one lo.. later kena Mr Yong Math remedial class.. i rather go n die lo.. it is a waste of time.. muz depend on my mid yr common test le.. now realli muz mug like siao..sianz.. haiz.. so sad that i screw it up lo.. then me n hannyee bet.. bet that if i pass, i will treat her n vice versa.. haha.. juz so bloody bloody sad.. i think will cry myself to sleep ba.. haha..
Thirdly, the econs test was okie i think.. i put my best effort for it alreadi.. i hope its a gd pass.. i wasnt tense at all when im doin the econs.. haha.. mayb coz Mrs Chong is a SUPERB teacher.. SHE ROCKS!!.. haha
Then got back the Gpp today.. so many stuff lo.. haiz.. haha.. but we question the teacher like siao to get the ticks.. haha.. then she gave us chinese compo to do.. die.. totally no idea how to do the question lo.. sianz..
Finally, my mum brewed bitter groud soup.. i drank more that i used to.. mayb coz im so sad so it didnt taste bad at all.. mayb coz im bitter with myself bah.. so it fitted my mood.. haiz.
Now typing in front of the com, with a expressionless face.. haiz.. then my younger bro ask me bout physic.. haha.. my physic is a goner still ask me.. got a B3 onli leh.. then throw all the physic stuff away le..haha.. then like shit lo.. my physic suc thats y i didnt take physic..haha..
I guess i realli am veri angry with myself.. for the first time in a long time, i ate a kueh after dinner.. haha.. n i didnt feel full after dinner either.. then i stuff myself with food.. Moreover, i drank a glass of milk.. A veri bad combination.. haha.. Milk is a bad drink to start with.. some of you should know i guess.. i think the toilet will b the hot spot for me today after the milk.. haha.. i guess i need to do my work alreadi.. haiz.. sianz..
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