im juz so disappointed in myself..
been beating myself..
holdin back all e emotions for the entire agonising 45 mins train ride..
its all my own doings..
i didnt check up stuff b4 hand..
i couldnt convince them that im realli into it..
i couldnt ans simple diet questions..
all my procastination..
misunderstood soo many questions..
gave terrible answers..
if only i was more calm..
it was a panel of 8 ppl..
went to my shang xin di..
cant imagine that i did it on the way there..
so disappointed n angry with myself..
nth i can do anymore..
another part of me tells me to snap out of it n move on..
then move on to wat?
wats there?
another part says wat done cant be undone..
so?
Time wait for no man..
time continues to pass..
all will continue with their lives..
who is gonna b bothered by me?
its juz difficult to get past myself..
more difficult to get someone to understand..
even more to go thru alone..
all the blame..
no other places to push it to..
coz its my fault..
my own doings..
so low that i dun even think that im in the mood to eat dinner with my family tml..
though its at my fav restaurant..
haiz..
stupid me..
archives.
credits.