Was damn furious this morning..
some brainless action..
i get fired at when i do it..
n i cant do it to her..
n somebody else hav to make up for it..
so damn pissed..

Well.. my dad bribed me with a dinner at ICHIBAN at causeway..
hmmm.. as they always say.. get the stomach first..

so i hav been to causeway point for 3 days in a row..

oh ya.. i had lost 2kg since JC2..
well.. mayb coz muscles r heavier than fats..

but i do realise that for these 3 days..
i hav been feasting..
if i were to go on that machine again..
would i b heavier alreadi?? haha..
at least my daddy wun say that he wasted money on me..

but i do not use up e eneergy..
leaving my brain hyper active in e middle of e night..
the time when i integrate fantasy into my life..
dreaming wat would i b like if i knew leonardo da vinci or mona lisa..
or if i had lived in e 1800s in London..
or in e aids villages..
i had always wanted to go there..

esp since tech is so advanced now..
i was reading a bk bout London in e 1800s..
while watching e sci-fic movie on earth's core..
n the condor heroes..
cool eh..

i wanna travel.. look ard at e real world..
we r all so protected here..
yet many r displeased..
so many incidents here r so minor..

r we impt?
or r e less fortunate more impt?
or e bigger events happening all ard e world?

Global warming..
now then they try to make a big fuss out of it..
though Al Gore had emphasized it on soo many occassions..
e power of e media..

N wats up with e green tops??
will it reduce e CO2 levels?
wun actions speak louder??
mayb like a mass planting of trees or smth?
e recycling thingie..
keep it going!!
support e public transport..
or cycle!
wun it b more significant?

i understand that a small effort on our part may not make a diff..
but wat bout everybody making e effort tgt?

then again.. is it already too late?
then again.. is it juz a cycle?
then again.. wun it b nice to die tgt?
then everything now will seem so insignificant..

wat if e bees die out??
n we hav 4 yrs left??
continue studying? play?