Been rotting at home soooo damn much..
so damn much that my voice suffered.. haha
coz my mum will watch her shows n nobody else is at home..
+ i dun talk to myself..
so its still muffled..
n i cant project my voice like b4 anymore..
so i sound so gentle now.. haha..

i rmb that some reckoned that my voice is quite whiney..
then i thought to myself..
izzit??
Prob e rather high-pitched 'hey' every now n then..
n e 'hee' which mean im up to no gd..
is there more that i dunnoe of??
Do let me know? Thanx..

Hav been soooo coped up at home..
so much so that i can finish a 500+ page novel on Mona Lisa in a day..
haha..
been so cut off from everybody..
no internet coz of e com.. haiz..

went for the medical checkup today..
nwith pearlyn n mel n Mel's fren..
So nice of her dad to give us a lift into e sch..
i didnt c e 2 of them for more than half a yr!!
Ever since e last gathering in DEC!!
OMG.. haha..
so weird eh..

i guess some frens do come n go..
n e strength is determined by e % of time that we spend with e other person..
kind of relieved that though i dun talk to some often..
it aint so bad.. hee..
glad that its still on friendly terms..

i guess as time goes by..
we will meet new ppl here n there..
No harm having frens everywhere rite?
esp since when there is a higher chance to bumping into them now?
but keep those that u noe will b there for us close..
thats wat everybody says..
but everybody juz hav 24h daily..
split among family, work, personal time n friends..
how much can we spare??

thats y im feeling guilty for talking to some now.. haiz..
like my Pri Sch mates..
Ny pals..
Interact Exco..
Aj Zhu Zhus..
Orientation groupS!!
oh man..
Sounds like i lost alot..
Mayb when im no longer quarantined, i will start catching up..
i guess ppl with diff lifes now moved on..
so jealous that kahing still meet up for Pri Sch Gathering..
When will it b 6D gathering again??
I will see Ms Koo's 2 children!!

Anyway..
to others, it may b like i dun care bout it..
Mayb even to e xtent that i dun treasure..

i guess everybody experiences this to a certain xtent..
the balance between wanting more frens n keeping old frens..
how to strike a balance?
diff ppl hav diff methods..

But, to me..
i do know that if somebody wanna meet me..
n i cant make it..
i will definitely make e next available date free for e person..
thats juz me.. ok?
thats juz wat i think is right..

ppl hav diff opinions n methods..
juz accept it..
im no saint..
Nobody is here to judge too..
my method may not b e Perfect or the only one..
but thats juz e best arrangement i hav in mind..
its up to u wat u wanna think..

i guess i side-tracked alot..
i finally get to watch transformers today with Pearlyn!!
its very nice!! e adrenaline rush!!
haha..
totally changed my opinion that its a boy-ish movie..
haha.. n we walked up n down e whole CAUSEWAY for 5 times..
haha.. so fun eh!!
bought some tops too..
n we still didnt get e bottle that she is lookin for.. haha..