had been caught up by usher training..
tuition and driving..
felt so guilty..
hav to go to vietnam e weekend juz b4 her exam..
oh man..
Many guys came into my life..
N i had pushed all away..
Dun even give e chance of dates..
unless i felt that it was more of a fren outing..
felt more like im out with op guys..
when e underlying motive was minimised..
a move to protect myself..
from harm..
but i caged myself up instead..
fearful of being reliant on others..
or m i too used to b being alone??
i guess i bottle up..
or mayb not..
i choose to forget..
i choose to b random..
i choose to b under the cover of smiles..
but there was an exception..
is he the ans?
or juz another gd fren?
a buddy to help him destress?
i think its juz my rebellious side..
my future boss called n tried to talk me into going to flinders..
e more she wan me to go, e more i dun..
haha..
rationally, its coz of e honours n pay..
since all e scholars who had been to fliners got honours..
n obviously all e scholars who had been to sydney got honours..
or they cant practise..
so is there a difference?
yes..
3 others accepted flinders..
i dun wanna go there n compete..
in sydney, its by meritocracy..
i get honours as long as i hit the grade..
better than having to b better than 8 to get honours..
rite??
love is not a mulitple-choice question..
wow.. so one shouldnt think so much..
haha..
broke half of my toe nail on wed..
scratched the top layer of skin off..
ouch.. looked nasty too..
n had to wear covered heels e next day..
great..
then there was e award ceremony on thurs..
at moh..
put up a short funny skit..
haha..
felt so real for once..
were we close??
not realliy..
since most r with their jc frens..
not surprising..
oh well..
there r more chances to work tgt in e future i think..
e onli impt part is that this is e start..
then there was D&D with Boonliang and Reuben BDae..
haha.. oriental theme..
oh well..
was more for the food..
n e time tgt..
gonna miss u guys soo..
im not sure when i will see them again..
24h workshop on e 19th..
but im leaving for vietnam on 20th..
unless someone can drive me home after the workshop..
any volunteers??
haha..
gonna b e start of another hectic week..
sch from 10-5 then esplanade for mon n tues..
then work will prob finally start on wed..
tuition on wed n fri..
meeting serxing on thurs!!
Hee..
archives.
credits.