Juz last wk i was in Vietnam..
away from reality..
haha..
but im more than happy to b back..
hehe..
back to this place called home..

wonder how it will b like when i go aust..
at least i hav dine!!
haha.. i think.. somehow.. haha..

been going out lately..
n will still b.. haha..
guess im not a homely person..
hehe..

my beloved N73 is down..
the phone memory claim that its full..
but i cant figure out wat is it full of..
sianz..
i love e phone so much lo..
sianz...
hope that there will b gd deals on wed for me to get another phone..
my N73..
it had been a yr n 4 mths..
been through entire NTU life with me..
oh man..
sianz..

Sunday was unbelievable!!
17 of us turned up eventually..
started from 10 for movie..
then it swelled to 17 for bowling..
is it e magic of bowling or they happen to b free??
haha..
it was fun catching up with them..
n creating new records on e video game machine..
heard that lionel got e high score that nite..
153 with 5 strikes.. haha..
not bad..
i only managed a spare..
haha.. well..
my first time playing with them..
it was fun laughing at each other n ourselves..
u guys made up such a big part of me..
gonna miss u guys lots when i leave..

now im trying to settle accomodation..
which is a tricky issue..
oh well..
hope everything goes well..
i believe that luck runs in e family..
hehe..

watched 'my best friend's girl'
highlighted e fact that..
nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai..
does it happen all e time??
coz of e risk??
no pain no gain?
haha.. silly tots..

it does seem like im gonna get a job..
haha.. til e end of dec..
but it means i can onli go out less..
will i mind it??
haha.. im so greedy..
its money VS time..
who is gonna win??
but there is still jan to go out..
rite??
haha..

its so funny at times..
how ppl contradict themselves..
they like simple designs for things..
but they like to complicate their own lives..
seems like they desire things to b simple..
yet they choose to believe that things have to be complicated..
so is it really how this seems??

watched another movie e other day..
bout his attitude prob girl..
who changed for e better..
who says leopard cant change their spotS??
but she over-did it..
wanted to fit in more..
where is e line??
its gd at times to know our flaws and work on it..
to change for e better..
but, we should still retain smth bout us that is special rite??
haha.. we r all special, isnt it?

as long as we r not doing things against our conscience..
isnt it gd enough??

to my dear dear frens..
i believe that the sun is always shining..
its onli a matter of whether one wanna step in it..
n let the lightrays shine all over us..
let the sun shine on us with our eyes closed and a broad smile..
life is beautiful..
well, its does rain a bit here.. haha..
but it will eventually b over and the sun will b out again..
i love the sun..

not known how to get there??
when there is a will, there is a way..

take a step back..
breathe..
calm down..
n smile..
n believe that its possible..
=)

its a matter of how badly one wants it..

i had always tot im a rational person..
capable of keeping my emotions under control..